I Don't Understand

For the amount of positive effort I put into life, it doesn't seem like I'm getting nearly half of it back.

I'm either blind or maybe it's stockpiling up for something great.

Like the ability to breathe underwater or fly.


I'm waiting, Universe.

It's Been Dayyyyys

Sorry about that. But I'm so busy.
I feel I will be doing a lot more blogging (and hopefully vlogging) because I just bought my first netbook! All on my own!

I'm a

BIG 

GIRL.

I'll probably do a review in a couple weeks on the netbook. So far I'm totally loving it, though. I understand why Jake loves chicklet keys so much now. Totally a great noise and the feel of the keyboard!

I mean, I might be uber poor now, but that's ok! I get paid in a week! Wooh! I don't know if I mentioned it, I believe I did but I started part-time at Michaels Craft Store. It's a lot of fun. A lot of time I just walk around restocking which sucks, but on some days it's really fun. Like last Wednesday I put a bung of (creepy) scarecrows up on the isle sections. It was a simple task and something new. I decorated the store! Wooh!

Isla Vista is been a great adventure for me. It's such a new environment and great experience. I get along with all my roommates swimmingly. We go out at least once every weekend and it's so much fun. Even for me who doesn't drink or smoke. I get to go dancing and go crazy. So great. That's all I want to do is dance!

I miss Jake even crazier, though. :c We have been keeping great contact and I am visiting him the 11-14th for his bdaay weekend. I am making him a very special gift, but will not disclose the information right now due to his random viewing of this blog. But I am really proud of my idea. And my idea for his xmas gift is awesome! It is going to be a real bitch, but worth the effort if I can manage it! Wooh again!

I wish I had more to talk about. Japanese class is great, I'm really enjoying it. I've also been getting really 'expressive' with my fashion. Haha. I have defiantly weirded out a few people. The last week I have been pretty lazy, though. Just haven't really felt it.

My roommates have also declared me 'Mom.' And treat me as so. But as the designated babysitter it's only natural. 

Ok, this is going no where now. My housemates are too distracting. :)

YES YOU ARE.

<3

I'm Hiding

I'm taking a personal "bathroom" break right now. I haven't updated in almost a month, but I have a job at Michaels now. It's seasonal, but if they like me I can stay.

I know ladies week is approaching fast. I'm already fighting off a cold and am bloated to no end. Also, I got a sudden very strong wave of 'holy shit I miss Jake' emotions. I always miss him, but this is PMS trying to make my life hell.

I am very tired and just with to cuddle up in the soft, noisy sheets of Jake's bed. It's always very cool and the sound of the fan above is familiar and comforting. I am going home for the weekend in a little under a month for his birthday. I don't want to wait that long. It's been almost 3 weeks since he visited and that makes me very, very sad. I'm having a great time in SB. I really do feel like I'm finding myself here on my own. It's also helping me put my priorities in order.

Being surrounded by crafts at work makes thing very pleasant. I have so many ideas for what I want to do. So many gifts I want to send home.

Ok. Hopefully I'll update more later. Time to get back on my sour feet and make that money!