I am SO Stressed Out

My chin is breaking out, it's so bad.
It's not Sarah's fault per say, but she piled so much on her plate that I was left in charge of getting our place secured in SB and finding roommates. Granted, it is her first full time job, but she is doing too much for herself again, the poor girl. She literally has no free time.

The reason it is so stressful for me to do all this is because my dad can be such an A-hole so Sarah's dad doesn't want to talk to him anymore because my dad just flies off the handle at everything. Only a select few of my friends can see past his horse shit facade. And on top of that, Sarah's phone is garbage and doesn't get signal at her house so it's impossible to get a hold of her because I don't have her mom's home number either! I kept asking her to text it to me, but she is so busy I can understand how it would slip her mind.

On the plus side, we both managed to meet a local guy who wanted the single room. We gave it to him because he seemed like a good match. There is a girl I am going to interview in about thirty minutes now. We had been texting for almost a week. I was really excited about meeting her (over Skype) but a couple days ago she dropped a huge bomb on me and said:

"Oh, by the way. I have a severe macaw. If I can't bring him, it's a deal breaker."
DJKLFJSLSDKLFSDLJFJKSDJKFLDSLJK
EXCUSE ME?! YOU MENTION THIS 4 DAYS LATER?!

I almost don't want to interview her anymore, but will anyway. I'm kinda worried because the more I talked to her, the more I got to understand her a little and she seems less like a fit. Though this is all difficult to tell because it's only over text. But even if she works out, she said she doesn't want to live with boys, and Alex is now in the single! And the whole bird thing, I don't imagine there will be a way to find a roommate who will want to live with her and her bird in the double. :o

I don't know what I'll get outta this, but I hope it's something. :S

So This Was Marin's Idea

To do a 'things I love' post. "Instant happiness" she says.

Things I Love:
Marin
Jake
Stella
My Phone
Nomca (car)
Sarah
Family
Starbucks Drinks
Lolita!!!!!!!
Not being broke
Skyrim
My PS3
My banana sticker on my PS3
The xBox and conroller Jake gave me (lime green!)
Food
Crafts
Sewing
Helping People
Making people laugh
tumblr
Pinterest
Lolita (book)
Fashion in general
Making meals, but only if it's for someone else
Surprises; giving and getting ones
Laughing
Some of my memories
More Starbucks
Music
Dancing
Day Dreaming
Sewing Machine
The smell of rain on concrete
The smell of Jake's clothing
Non-natural colors in my hair
Adventures
Dragonball/Z
Reading
Manga
Drawing
Photography
Hot summer nights
Toburt
Honey Kat
Okipuss
Shopping
San Francisco
When my boyfriend comes back after an argument <3
Marucci's
Chipotle
BBQ Bacon Burgers
Salt and Vinigar Kettle Chips
Coupons
My job (mostly making drinks. and then drinking them)
The anticipation of shopping for new Lolita
Singing
Singing in my car, alone but with the window's down so others have to suffer, too.
Rain
The Sims
Interior design
More food
Google
Youtube
Ranting
Thrifting
Halloween
Candy
Kisses
Tattoos
Piercings
My internet name; twunks
Marin's cooking/baking
Bread
Cheese
Costco
Rings
Jewelry
Craigslist's Free section
Having an excuse to get dressed up
Shoes
Being apart of the 'inside' jokes

And myself, just a bit.

TODAY WAS NICE.

For to see Sarah today!!!
I'm pretty sure that when we are together, physically or virtually, we cause a chemical imbalance because after I saw her I was so hyper for no reason. Now I'm waiting for her at Nation's. Gahhh. I wish she didn't have to leave tomorrow. :(
But I will see her soon!