So What's New?

My soulmate said I needed to blog.
And it's true. I knew that I was being lazy but just ignored my 'responsibility' to blog.
Meh.
But kinda a big thing happened. Well, a big thing for sure.
I finally quite my job at Target. Fucking hatted it there. I'm sad to go because I'm going to miss (most) of my coworkers, but, like I told my "boss," I don't want to work in an environment that makes me unhappy. And everyday I think "What will go wrong today?"
She just looked at me like "OH. Well, I didn't expect this." She tried to make excuses but I shot her down, telling her that the problem was with the upper management, and not you 'little world' as she put it.
Now I know why they never cared, they saw us in our own 'little world' in our Starbucks kiosk.
But whatever. I'm happy to leave overall. I don't have a job set up now, but a couple options are presented. For now, I just want to go to FanimeCon and be happy for awhile. I'm so stressed with so much in my life, I need time to just step back and figure it all out. Going from not having a real job to full time work really did me in.

Fanime is the best thing that happens for all of us. It makes us all feel like we really are 15 again, but with no parents. We get to 'run around' unattended, following our own rules for 3 1/2 days. It's magical. I feel like me again. Stupidly, none of us have booked a hotel room, but I think we will manage. My magical future predicting skills say so. I already bought my ticket, which means that I'll probably have to stand in a long ass annoying line, but have a permanent badge and not just a paper one.
I think I will wear only lolita to Fanime. Last year I was too much of a girl and brought too much to wear, but this year I think I'll bring my dresses and then maybe one change of clothes because I don't want to get too hot.
And I found my camera charger (more like whomever 'borrowed' it returned it. It was just sitting on my desk the other day. Came from NOWHERE.).

Forever 21 might be hiring at the end of May so when I get back from Fanime, I'm going to turn in an application. But by then I will have purple in my hair so I'm going to have to buy a wig...I think I'll just keep it a secret because I really don't like that I can't have colors in my hair. It's important to me to express myself. Having wild hair, piercings and hopefully my wing tattoos all help me paint my canvas. I think I'll try seeing if Hot Topic is hiring, even though I haven't shopped there since I was 16. But I still love lots of their accessories.

But yeah, I bought purple dye today. Not my normal brand because the website is STILL OUT OF IT. It's been at least a month. I'm really pissed. But this other brand I've used before and it didn't seem bad so I'm giving it a shot. It's cheater and I got it at Sally's instead of ordering online. Tomorrow, I'm going to finally do my roots and then add the purple for the last day of work. I'm being rebelious because they started to get cranky about my blondish/black hair. Our "boss" was asking Shanter (she left too! I miss her already. :c I was looking through old pictures and saw the pumpkin carving ones. But that's when Stella almost...) if my hair was acceptable.
Shanta (being a *bux employee for 4 years total): "Well, all I know is that it has to be natural colors to someone."
'Boss': "Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh. But it's two different colors!"

Fuck you. You're a stupid bitch. I'm a TARGET EMPLOYEE. So therefor, the I can do WHAT I WANT. I was told so when I was hired. And I don't care if I'm in the *bux kiosk being told to look 'Starbucks Brand.' If you want us to follow *bux rules, then make us *bux employees. Bitch. So my purple hair on my last day is me saying "GO FUCK YOURSELF."
And I've been wearing just a hairnet like a lunch lady lately because it was so freakin' hot during frappy crappy hour, and the hat kept falling in my eyes. Two leaders that KNOW NOTHING ABOUT OUR KIOSK came over and asked "Shouldn't you be wearing a hat?!"
"No. It's a hat or hairnet."
"Well, I think it's suppose to be both."
"No, we were told either or."
"Well, let me go check with Waldo."
I just gave a puzzled expression. WALDO? He doesn't know anything about our department! All he does is sign the cleaning log every night! SHUT UP AND GO DEAL WITH YOUR DEPARTMENT. FUCKERS.

On a happier note, I started reading The Hunger Games and fell in love. I hate that there is so much hype about it, and I haven't seem the movie yet but don't really like who they picked for Katniss yet. And I think Katniss is being annoying about Peeta. I think she loves him, but is just being a stupid girl.
I broke my record and read the book in 2-3 days. Jake gave me his old, crappy eReader but I'm happy with it. I'm now on the second book.

Ok, I think that's everything 'important.'

THRIFTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Had some errands to run today and decided

"WHY THE HELL NOT? THRIFING TIME!!!"

This was mostly inspired because of the outfit from today (will be next post). Long story short, someone told me my outfit was very cute and asked if there was a special occation. My response?

"Naw. I'm a fashion major so it's always like this. <chuckle>"

Yeahhhhh

So in the car, I was super happy to have delicious Jamba and to have finally decided to be a fashion majorerrrr. I just kept shouting

"I'M A FASHION MAJOR. NO REALLY. FOR CEREAL. I'M A FASHION MAJOR.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY."

Anywaho, the Goodwill (right next door to Salvation Army) is usually more expensive and doesn't have as good of a selection. So after I popped into the Goodwill, I went the the Salvation Army and found these goodies. :)

There was an extra sale today so everything was $11.50!!!

My plans for this one are to make it a shorter skirt. I have a fun idea for it. ;)

$5.99 $3 !

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Saw the white one at the last second. So cute! And the 'Halifax' shirt. OH GOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH.

I almost wasn't able to fit my head though the hole <snicker>. But it's just so awesome.

I was very much in a Japanese-Fashion state of mind today. =3=

Both shirts $1.99 $1 each!

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I've been wanting manly shoes!

$6 $3 !

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I already own this dress in pink. Unfortunaly, I paid full price several years ago.

But I was surprised to see it in the Salvation Army because this dress is at least 3 years old!

And it's my size. :) Love those odds.

$6.99 $3.50 !

Today

Is my baby's birthday.
She is 2. :3

Happy Birthday, Stellaluna!
MOMMA AND PAPA LOVES YOU!

Jean Paul Gaultier Exhibit

First off, sorry about the quality. I can't find my charget for my Nikon so iPhone photo's is what it is.

These are from the Gaultier Exhibit at the de Young in San Francisco; my favorite park in SF. It's in the same park as the Japanese Tea Gardens. Me, pretending that I'm going to be majoring in fashion LOVED THIS. I LOVED how unique and fearless he is! Granted, most of the outfits I was not crazy about, but I loved his ambitions and how he made what he saw fit and not what society wanted and such. And he has said a lot of amazing quotes. I'm going to put a bunch of them on my dream board/wall.

And that night I dressed up in a strapless, fitted white dress with tall zebra print heels, hot pink lace socks, a drop necklace (down the back) and a braclet - both gold and I made! - with a smal black sweater for warmth. :) Because my mom can be so critical about my outfits, the whole time I was getting ready all I could think about was how to explain to her everything I knew she would find wrong in the outfit. I eventually wasn't happy with myself anymore. Even though I dyed my hair pink.

But when we got there, boy, I hate to be self centered, but I got a few looks. I don't normally get any attention like that so I am going to be a bitch and brag about it. If you don't like it, then just skip reading this part. But the only other thing I wanted to say was there were people photographing the whole thing and a couple people took my photos and also this kid who didn't look old enough to be out of high school wouldn't leave me a long for a bit. I mean, I'm flattered he wanted to hit on me, but I'm happily taken and he couldn't take a hit. I knew I should have worn the ring I bought myself. It usually works. I feel really bad becasue I had to resort to pretty much ignoring him. Oh well, I hope he doesn't hate me too much.

I think my punishmet for that was my feet were killing me. I literally couldn't feel all of my toes for 2 days. They were numb like when you sleep on your arm wrong. But all is better now, thankfully. I've never worn heels for so long. But I loved every second of it!

I hope if the show is near you, you get a chance to see it. It really was quite awesome and inspiring.

 ^ Personal favorite :)

^LOVE this skirt~!

^Not really a sweater dress person, but this is just BEAUTIFUL

^Wanted to show Marin

^AHAHAH Love this~!

^So many great quotes

^My new inspiration~

^ What I wore :)

You can't really tell, but the bun on my head was in the shape of a bow. :))))

^The Necklace I made. I was SO proud of myself.



So This Was Marin's Idea

To do a 'things I love' post. "Instant happiness" she says.

Things I Love:
Marin
Jake
Stella
My Phone
Nomca (car)
Sarah
Family
Starbucks Drinks
Lolita!!!!!!!
Not being broke
Skyrim
My PS3
My banana sticker on my PS3
The xBox and conroller Jake gave me (lime green!)
Food
Crafts
Sewing
Helping People
Making people laugh
tumblr
Pinterest
Lolita (book)
Fashion in general
Making meals, but only if it's for someone else
Surprises; giving and getting ones
Laughing
Some of my memories
More Starbucks
Music
Dancing
Day Dreaming
Sewing Machine
The smell of rain on concrete
The smell of Jake's clothing
Non-natural colors in my hair
Adventures
Dragonball/Z
Reading
Manga
Drawing
Photography
Hot summer nights
Toburt
Honey Kat
Okipuss
Shopping
San Francisco
When my boyfriend comes back after an argument <3
Marucci's
Chipotle
BBQ Bacon Burgers
Salt and Vinigar Kettle Chips
Coupons
My job (mostly making drinks. and then drinking them)
The anticipation of shopping for new Lolita
Singing
Singing in my car, alone but with the window's down so others have to suffer, too.
Rain
The Sims
Interior design
More food
Google
Youtube
Ranting
Thrifting
Halloween
Candy
Kisses
Tattoos
Piercings
My internet name; twunks
Marin's cooking/baking
Bread
Cheese
Costco
Rings
Jewelry
Craigslist's Free section
Having an excuse to get dressed up
Shoes
Being apart of the 'inside' jokes

And myself, just a bit.

Oh Thank the Holy Binoculars!

Just found the paycheck I've been missing since my birthday in January.
OH THANK YOU.
I don't know where it was hiding, but just now it was between my bed and the side table. I am now thankful for Stella knocking stuff over (again) or else I may never have found it! In combination with my most recent check, that makes $3.01 shy from one THOUSAND dollars!
Haha.

I'm so poor. And I love it! :) Because I have my own little family. <:3