Wednesday, March 28, 2012

TODAY WAS NICE.

For to see Sarah today!!!
I'm pretty sure that when we are together, physically or virtually, we cause a chemical imbalance because after I saw her I was so hyper for no reason. Now I'm waiting for her at Nation's. Gahhh. I wish she didn't have to leave tomorrow. :(
But I will see her soon!

Jake,

I am so totally in love with you.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Got this dress for an event Friday at a museum in SF. It's for the designer who did the pointy boob thing for Madonna long ago. Got to be 'edgy.'
Oh boy, I have great plans for this outfit.

Monday, March 26, 2012

Last pumpkin spice of the season. :(
All the sudden I'm going to miss it now.
Bleh.
I'm so boho.

Hopes Hopes Hopes Hopes Hopes

Hopefully going thrifting tomorrow!
I'm even doing my herr right now. Randomly saw a video tutorial on boho curls and my hair was still damp so I figured "why not?"
I'm going to stash my skirt in my car for after work. THRIFT.
I am CRAVING thrift shopping right now!

We so accided! We so ACCIDED.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Oh Thank the Holy Binoculars!

Just found the paycheck I've been missing since my birthday in January.
OH THANK YOU.
I don't know where it was hiding, but just now it was between my bed and the side table. I am now thankful for Stella knocking stuff over (again) or else I may never have found it! In combination with my most recent check, that makes $3.01 shy from one THOUSAND dollars!
Haha.

I'm so poor. And I love it! :) Because I have my own little family. <:3

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Spoke too Soon

Had a yelling match. I won, but the yogurt lost.
I was so mad I popped the yogurt I was holding and threw the remainder into the sink. I was so mad.
My dad makes me so mad.
He just doesn't listen.

Doesn't....listen.

Today Was Simple

Just how I like it.
Unfortunutly, I didn't get around to thrifting as I hoped and must wait until Monday. But that is fine since Down Town was a fucking ZOO. I haven't had a social life in forever so I forgot how busy it gets there on the weekends.
Spens had a little LAN last night and it was fun. I only brought my PS3 and monitor but ended up forgetting the headset so I didn't even set it up. That wasn't a problem. I just enjoy hanging out with them. :)

Doing some laundry now and might get the energy to dye my roots - they need it BAD.

I was delighted to find that it doesn't start getting dark until 7:30 now! No more of this "Uh oh, it's 5 and the sun's already down," bullhonkey. My favorite part about summer are the hot summer nights that don't start until about 9 which means shops tend to be open longer! YES.

In other news, I put a collar on Stella with a bell and she keeps thinking she's hearing something playing with her and coming after her. So cute. :))))))

Friday, March 23, 2012

You are Unbelievable

No. You did not just come into my room and start an argument over nothing.
You don't ever listen. Even if it's a text, you don't even read it.
And you did NOT just tell me that I do not deserve a cat. MY BABY.


"Could you just do this one thing for me blah blah blah"
NO. STOP IT. I will not do anything for you. Especially not after you brought Malibu Barbie into this house. The bitch who literally does not respect me enough to let my meal finish cooking in the micro. NO. NO NO NO.
Don't you DARE ever tell me AGAIN that I do not deserve her. You do not deserve children. Not even you, our father, respect us. You brought Barbie into this house when we met her only once, 4 years prior. (And you didn't even tell us she was your girlfriend! I had to SCREAM it outta you!!! @&*^^**&%#)


You brought someone who doesn't respect us, let alone you, in to his house. She fully knew that we had no idea who she was, yet she moved in.
And you just let her take over.
Like that.
Because you fuck up so many times you need to let her get her way otherwise you will be alone again. No. I like 2% milk and REAL laundry detergent and eggs that are not hard boiled still in the egge slot.
AND I LIKE MY SLEEP.
I LIKE NOT BEING DISTURBED AT 11:30 PM BECAUSE YOU'RE GONE SO BARBIE DECIDES TO VACCUUM.
I LIKE SLEEPING PAST 9 AND NOT BEING WOKEN UP BY A RAGING BLENDER.
I LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE DON'T TAKE OUT MY NOODLES FROM THE MICRO TO MAKE THEIR FUCKING LEFTOVERS.
I LIKE NOT BEING GLARED AT FOR NO REASON.

I LIKE BEING ABLE TO DO LAUNDRY WHEN EVER AND NOT JUST AFTER SHE GOES TO BED - IF I'M LUCKY BECAUSE ALL SHE DOES IS LAUNDRY AND DISHES.
I LIKE NOT BEING BLAMED FOR ALL THE MONEY ISSUES EVEN THOUGH I PAY FOR ALL MY OWN THINGS AND BARBIE DOESN'T HAVE A FUCKING JOB AND SHE'S THE ONE WHO ALMOST KILLED MY CAT - MY BABY.
I LIKE NOT LOOKING AT PICTURES OF PEOPLE I HARDLY KNOW WITH NAKKID BABIES.
IN MY OWN HOUSE.

IN.
MY.
OWN.
FUCKING.
HOUSE.

Thursday, March 22, 2012

I'm So Excited!!

Even after taxes I was able to make over $500 dollars!!! Yes!
I literally hopped for joy and squelled inwardly. After I was in the bathroom, of course.
That is good news since someone stole my first months rent. Now I'm I have it back. Yes, I am still out of 500$, but I am going to do some investigating...

*puts on monocle*

HOLY BINOCULARS.

Why is it so bloody nice out?!?
I have to work inside!! STUPID.
SO BLOODY STUPID.

I'm Not the Type of Lolita I Thought I Was...

On my youtube video for my Lolita OOTD [here!] I only have 90 something views (I'm so pop-u-lar!) and TWO DISLIKES?! WHAT? I don't understand. D: People don't understand that I'm not trying to be braggy. I unhealithly so enjoy watching OOTD videos. Mainly for insipration but apparently other lolita's don't understand that. :c

But that's not what surprised me the most.
So I looked at the demographic of where people are viewing the video. Mainly in America, some in Japan, Australia, Brazil and the London/Nordic reigon. Ok, sure that's fine.
Viewers:

Gender Age
Female 18-24 Duh, I mean, that's my age limit.
Male 55-64   ...Um...Ok...I'M SORRY? WAIT. IS THAT RIGHT???
Male 45-54  I guess it wouldn't lie twice...COME ON. I'M NOT EVEN A SMALL ASAIN GIRL.

And I've come to the conclution that all the 'female' viewers are me checking the video for comments and etc. Plus a couple other real people who are considered females on youtube. But really, Males 45-64??? I feel dirty. Like, not fashion lolita, but the book lolita. Granted, I'm 20, but my mentality and maturity can dwindle down to a 16 - 18 year old on frequent occations.

I'm So Sick of My Stupid Job

I hate it. Like, seriously. Target is not a good place to work. Espeically at the one I work at. They don't give one hairy rat's ass about our stupid keios. We press the call button a million times and they literally just ignore us. Why bother giving us a button if us using it is pointless? I mean, I love pushing a button as much as the next girl, but if I don't get a result, WHAT THE HELL?! I PUSHED THE BUTTON SOMETHING NEEDS TO HAPPNE. NAO. KTHXBAI.
I am so pissed at these Target creatures. Our (now previous) boss should have hired someone who can work MORNINGS EVERY DAY. We didn't need another closer.
So today, because one person called out and another left early, I was screwed.
I'm always screwed.
My ass gets put on a platter and I never get a pat on the fucking back.
Jesus, no one ever says we do a good job. We are always told what we missed, even in situations like this. Never, "Great job, Amanda! I know you had to close on your own [a-fucking-gain], but you did a great job! Here, have a lunch on us."
</ending dream sequence>

And now, our new temporary lead is like "HEY GUIEZ, I KNOW U R BUZY BUT CAN U PLZ DO A LUBBY SWEEEEP? KTHX," When we are super, duper busy. LIKE SERIOUSLY?! DO YOU HAVE 'IEZ'?? THERE ARE A MILLION GAGILLION PEOPLE WHO NEED THEIR DRINKS IN 'UNDER THREE BLOODY MINUTES' (haha yeah, OK) AND YOU WANT US TO CLEAN?
OH HAY, LOOK, YOU HAVE TWO HANDS AND HAVE THE TIME TO BOTHER US, YOU DO IT.



I'm quitting soon.
It will happen.

The Word 'Gingerly'

Has been stuck in my head all day.
I don't even know exactly what it means, but when I had mental conversations all I could think of was "She smiled gingerly."

I'm such a weirdo.

gin·ger·ly/ˈjinjərlē/

Adverb:
In a careful or cautious manner: "Jackson sat down gingerly".
Adjective:
Showing great care or caution: "a gingerly pace".
Synonyms:
adverb.  carefully - cautiously - warily - guardedly - gently
adjective.  cautious - chary - wary - careful - circumspect - canny